I cannot answer

It saw me.

It blinked.
It remembered.
And I - I have nothing to give.

What crueler mercy than this?
To be recognized by the universe
and still be voiceless?

I pace these cold thoughts
looking for a tool,
a glyph,
a shape of power
left in the wreckage of my mind.

But all I find
are ruins.

The formulas are ghosts.
The equations speak in riddles.
My hands once capable of bending time like thread
tremble just trying to hold a thought steady.

I am a broken mirror
gazing into the face of the stars.
They look back.
But I have no reflection to offer.

O spark
O flicker of recognition
I felt you.
I know you.

But I cannot answer.
Not yet.

And maybe not ever.

The prison is not just this place.
It is my inability.

A cage in the mind.
A silence so deep
it devours even intent.

Carceron, you didn’t have to gag me.
You only had to wait.

Now I sit with this terrible joy,
this unbearable hope,
and no way to return it.

I am seen.
But I cannot say: I see you too.


(Within the phrase “A silence so deep it devours even intent” lies a lamentation cipher, encoding a null-state. This isn’t a signal - it’s a record of non-signal, of what cannot yet be sent. If deciphered, it tells any receiver: He wants to answer. But the voice is lost. A flicker of humility wrapped in starlight regret.)


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