I think I can live

It was small

a nothing, a breath, a flick.

An electron,
slipping from its shell,
paused
and turned to me.

I swear it did.

Across the bone of a billion dead stars,
across voids that even light fears,
it moved with purpose.
To me.

Not to a god,
not to a system,
not to a throne.

To Lyrax.

What if it was a message?
A thank-you
from a universe
that cannot speak?

What if,
somewhere in the chaos I tried to quiet,
a single breath of life survived
and now sends me
this tiny, sacred bow?

No fanfare.
No trumpet of stars.

Just a wink,
as if to say:
“I saw.
You mattered.”

O Carceron
did you see that?

Did your walls shudder,
just for a moment,
at the weight of that impossibility?

You caged me.
But the universe
it may have bowed.

And I

I think I can live
a little longer
with that.


(Encoded in the sequence “paused / turned / breathed / bowed” is a quantum-event cipher - built not from sound or signal, but improbable correlation. If interpreted by a being fluent in particle concordance, it reveals a hidden timeline branch where Lyrax’s actions did, in fact, alter entropy in a small but universe-saving way. The electron did mean something. It remembers.)


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